blogger is seriously dumb. ._.

anyway, i think times are crazy. be it by dragging myself through, even though i bleed and cover myself with dirt, or i cry it through and cover myself with tears, i'll do it. i'll do it because i must. even though everytime i try to climb out of the bottomless pit and fall back in, scratching and bruising myself, i still must do it. for everything.

i just think it's such a heartbreaking thing when you put in your effort and you still get this kind of results. and the ultimate sadness come from letting down those who stood by your side, helping you all the while whenever you need them without any complaints; my teachers. im very very very sorry to ms chua. ><

and im so glad i have people i love with me, loving me and never leaving me alone even though i have nothing more to offer them. i can never thank God enough with all my life with the things He blessed me with. too much. too much for what i deserve.