my dear krystal baobei. i love you i love you i love you!!! we all love you no matter what alright. dont blame it upon yourself because we understand it's not your fault. what matters most, i can already see it coming from you, and that's enough. bplusb will stick together always always and love each other no matter what. <33

oh uh. in response to baobei's crazy ridiculous dream. i have my own lame dream. i dreamt that i was snow white and gu jun pyo was the prince. -.- lol.

im screwed lah. what. is. wrong. with. me. i tried every ways and means to study but i end up doing other things. tell you a secret. i haven done the stupid physics thing. the structured part that i left out. i wanted to do it yesterday. butbut... i fell asleep from 7 till 8 this morning. that's like. 13 hours of sleep. x.x what is my brain for man seriously. just cus i dont use it last time, now when i use it, it hurts like shit everytime i study then i'll need loads of sleep to make up for it. not to mention, i owe so many people trips out.

today - badmintion with lz daddy?
sunday - shopping with julie
tuesday - sentosa with ballet babes

i dont know. it's just 2/3 days. but it means so much to me. i can cover so much in a day. and i have so little time already. should go kill myself. i dont want to give up for bt2. really want to do better. ): okay it means staying in school everyday, i'll do it. going to school after breakfast!

omg angry angry. i wanted soooo much to wish yuli today but i forgot. x.x im so sorry!!! i keep reminding myself but i still forgot ultimately. :x so i decided i shouldn't wish belated anyway.

anyway, i finally did that stupid physics thing for the class. going to type it online now and send it to mrs tan. x.x head damn pain la. okay damn. i just realised i didn do the structured. how.

today you sat so close, yet i felt that you are so far away.
the wait is eating me alive and yet. yet. yet i cant help but wait.

here's thanks to those who care. im fine, really. dont worry. i think it's just pms. loves. <33

to you. i think i just lost you. how. im not too sure. but im sure it's me. i dont know why. but i feel pain. to you, i've probably become another person, i think i know it myself. i tried to change back, i tried to make things right, but they just dont. you just dont feel the same to me again. and i'll never have you back, will i? but i need you. i dont know why you are so important to me. it even seemed ridiculous.

anyway, i dont know what else to say, what else to do. you chose to ignore me even when i put my pride down to talk to you. i suppose this is it, the end.