peirong misses alot alot of people... ><
i want all of you back.



cant wait for this year to be over.
i hate growing up.

Where shall i start... hmm. so long never blog le.

alright. THURSDAY.
was suppose to go mugmug with jas after school. but since ra and shion nan de free, we decided to go for lunch at ding tai fung to satisfy our xiao long bao cravings. well, of course it comes with a fun bitching and camwhoring session. lol. dont worry, we're not bitching about you whoever's reading this. hahahah.











and then... we went kino to get our pens. shion nearly got a 10 bucks pen. wth. lol. bought beard papa to make it up to jas after that and studied a little at woodlands library. hmm. realise woodland's really close to sengkang. like, 15 to 20 min on the bus?

FRIDAY
tennis in school was fun. we were meng whacking and ended up playing tennis with nanzhongquan. lol. 6Q is awesome man. hahaha. after school was band. hahah. having juniors is great. at least i have people talking to me now! ^^ parents day at night. went with mommy. mommy must be so proud. im the only kid who accompanied her mommy! ^^ yeah but actually i just want to make sure what goes into mom's ears is alright. lol. turned out not bad but just the usual committement stuff.

SATURDAY
danced in the morning for ayg with the chinese fans. added on to the tennis thing and i can just feel my right arm breakin apart. lol. lousy pok. anyway went lz daddy's place to return him his stuff and headed to woodlands to meet jas. woodlands library's not a good place for studying on a weekend. :( but no worries, starbucks is. managed to start on my chem equilibria. we caught SHE in causeway point! but they didnt sing. :( night sky's awesome in woodlands but not as nice as that outside thaipan. ^^

SUNDAY
HALLELUJAH TO THE LORD JESUS! ^^ i really want to thank the Lord for all the arrangements He made for me. i think i dont have to worry about intermediate this year anymore and i can concentrate on my A's! and i want to thank the Lord for not giving up on me, loving me and blessing me all that He has been blessing me with.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST TEEHWEEHWEE!!!
you know how much i missed you. though we've seen each other like, at least once per week this month, but it feels like forever! hahah. life is just never the same without you. must set some day to study regularly kay. i cant stand not seeing you at least once a week. >< hahah. happy birthday. you zhang da yi sui le!

today's areally screwed day. hahah. peirong rushed out of her house. the moment she got onto the bus on time, she realised she forgot to bring hweehwee's present out. -.- nonetheless, the night ended beautifully with all my baobeis and deardears. ^^

you add love, happiness and disappointment. what do you get?

thanks for dinner and movie! ^^ would you please tell me what i said when i was sleeptalking. :x

14 FEBRUARY 2009. HAPPY VALENTINES' PEOPLE! due to excess of cakes, i had stomachache in the morning which cost me my chance to try out pas de deux which looked SO fun. :( anyway, lunch with andrew. thanks for celebrating birthday with me. ^^ went office to look for zhikai. haiyoh boyboy ah. dont emo lah. what/who is meant to be yours will be yours.

13 FEBRUARY 2009. HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY! wanted to get my cupcakes done on thursday night. even went cheers in midnight to get my flour. but i eventually destroyed my cupcakes and tadaaa---sorry peeps. no cupcakes. :( thanks bena, yngtyng, yilin, kaixin, yuli, huixian, vera, yenngee, lichan for your vday presents and letters/cards. thank you lz daddy for chocs too. thank you sophia dear for rose. ^^

J1 orientation at night. super high. hahaha. spent it with yuenying, vera, cynthia, liuzhen and maybe jason who kept running away during the dance. :/ hahah. extreme highness. we have no idea what crappy dances were there and totally forgot the songs. but we joined in just as well. hahaha.

hahah. cynnie mommy says it looks like some countdown party and we can expect foam and free flow of beer to come in anytime. hahahahah.







we got kind of high and crazy we start taking photos with totally random J1s. hahahah.

12 FEBRUARY 2009, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIN PEIRONG! hahahah. alright, i know im super lag. thank you for the many many presents, from 08S6Q (bena, yuli, yngtyng, huixian, kaixin, yilin, vera, shionyee, jialin, kevin, choonchuan), from family (liuzhen daddy and cynthia mommy), from jason, from bplusb (steph, huihong, sophia, krystal, gillian)! thank you band for celebrating birthday with me the day before and andrew/zhikai on saturday. presents this year are awesome things. either i need them or i love them. hahahah. love everyone loads loads! ^^ peirong is a happy xinfu girl with loads of people loving her! im so glad bplusb full attendance celebrating my birthday with me. nothing nothing nothing can ever beat that. <333



































end of peirong's birthday affair. :)

am i right to do this?

probably the worst birthday eve ever being an idiot and tearing all the way to potong pasir to find my baobei. hahah. seriously baobei, you're pampering me too much. whenever im a little sad or something and i cry, you're always there. now im getting weaker and every little thing makes me cry and i always turn to you. tsktsk. like some greenhouse small flower. but reading your last msg to me today put a smile on my face. "that's what baobeis are for!" hahaha. love ya baby.

hmmm. anyway, what im sad about. nothing much. it's just me being the not so sensible but overly demanding me. i dont want anything, i dont want cakes, dont want presents, i only want people. i dont even want alot of people. i only want you guys. today's probably just a bad day and it's nobody's fault. but it's really heartbreaking when im left alone at the end of the day. yes it's true, we can have dinner every night. but it's different when you have it for a different purpose. i dont even need you to know what special day it is. i just want you to be free and available for me, to spend the day with me. was so upset, i had thoughts of not going to school tomorrow. but ohwell, a cute 70 year old ahma cheered me up. she saw me in tears and thought i broke up with my boyfriend. she started saying things like, "it's okay girl. dont cry. he left you? you can always find another one. you dont have to give up the entire forest for just one tree. look at yourself. maybe it's your fault? it may not necessarily be his. it's okay silly girl, dont cry..." and she went on and on. it was so funny, i stopped crying.

dinnered at jack's place with dad and mom and meimei. probably wont ever come back to the jack's place here. gave them countless chances but they still serve this kind of bad quality steak. hai... daddy's so upset with it. lol.

actually today was just so bad that i cant even remember tomorrow. just didnt felt like it was. :/

nothing spoils my day more than screwing dance. :(

broke of time and money. should i do vday gifts? do you want vday gifts?

went to bugis to study with daddy and jason after school today. then went for dance. ohman, i think i screwed up my chances of doing dan's item le lah. he was teaching us this chereo which he videoed us. and me being the slacker with my toe skin dropping off, i just didnt think that he was using that probably to gauge our standard and select dancers. sianzonatorzzzzzzz... oops. talking like gillian. hah.
that's probably the saddest thing today. :/okay. i hope he change his mind to do pas de deux. and i hope he thinks im skinny and small enough. i hope... i hope... aiyoh, okay lah. i hope one day i will stop sucking so much.

Was suppose to be study day at lz daddy's place on sunday but changed venue to cynnie mommy's house because daddy says he wants to cook! so it turned out, while the chef cooks, he needs helpers. so we didnt study AT ALL. ohman. good thing i went daddy's house to do maths on saturday. anyway, spend a great deal of time cooking! daddy's aim of making all of us cook, is so that no matter what, we'll find dinner yummy. lol. mommy's really appreciative. she finished everything! hahah. *applause*



chef at work!



lao ban niang helping...



slave cooking! muahahah!



peirong preparing to eat! lalala! :P



i guess we can call it our family's tuan yuan fan bah! ^^

After that daddy got kind of high and started playing with mommy's hair, doing funny styles and design that only he thinks is awesome. -.- ohman. just look at how tortured mommy is.



the classic xiao zha bo look.



he got crazier and got her to stand in front of a fan.





it progressed to having jason carry a fan from below to give her that sexy blow hair look.



and last but not least, THE MARILYN MONROE. lol.



my mommy's so pretty right. credits for her hair goes to me. ^^

i waited and waited.

i've cried a whole day away but my day just brightens immediately with just an sms from you telling me everything's alright.

No matter how often we fall out with each other, we simply cant live without the other. awesome, isnt it? love ya. <3

happiness is when we are together.