it's 2am in the morning now and im blogging here. hmm. just felt like typing down what i feel right now.

i talked to someone on the phone a few moments ago which left me kinda shocked and hurt. was pretty angry and disappointed at first. and i tried complaining to people but after that, talking to another person woke me up, making me realise the problem lying with the first person is probably 5% while the other 95% lies with me. come to think of it, it's probably true that im some 2 faced bitch in school as i am everywhere else and everybody can see through that. i actually suck as much as i think other people do but i just cant open my eyes and acknowledge that fact. i just want to say im sorry.