hello world. this is seriously like the time of emo man. like the slightest thing make me think negatively and stuff.

i think 3 people in class dont really like me. it's upsetting in the most subtle ways. not that only 3 people dont like me, but these 3 people affects me most lah.
i dont know how to face 1 person at the moment and is scared of going sch and seeing him/her.
i know another person is really disappointed in me and i felt that i lost this person. this affects me the most. i want to be able to turn back time. and problem is, i dont even know what really went wrong.
i talked to 1 person yesterday and he made me feel all the more unwanted. thanks. even though everything is in the past, i didnt expect your attitude to be like that.
i think 1 teacher in school hates me while the rest thinks im just a lazy complain queen.
never do work for first maths tuition and teacher thinks im lazy.
to this person, i really want to say, im sorry. never once was i fake or have anything against you. like honestly. i do have smth against him associating with you, but no, nothing against you. when i talk you, im happy im really happy and im glad to have you as a friend. i can understand how you feel when i act so mean and unreasonable and selfish. but i hope you can understand how i feel too. do you, pris?

anyway, in general. i just feels that the world hates me and i lost the world, lost everything. what a gloomy season. must be studying overdose.