happy youth day people. alright. not very happy. im sure 90% of the people have no idea today's a public holiday. (: just like me.

anyway, entire morning passed. did nothing much. realised i couldnt do electric field at all while mrs tan just ignores all my smses. x.x getting more and more complacent, or am i just giving up? nahh. cannot must work hard to show that person i can do it. he can go eat my shit when i get all As.

on another note, im starting to love my piano again. ^^ sometimes i think, only through music and dance can i find control in my life. :/