to you. i think i just lost you. how. im not too sure. but im sure it's me. i dont know why. but i feel pain. to you, i've probably become another person, i think i know it myself. i tried to change back, i tried to make things right, but they just dont. you just dont feel the same to me again. and i'll never have you back, will i? but i need you. i dont know why you are so important to me. it even seemed ridiculous.

anyway, i dont know what else to say, what else to do. you chose to ignore me even when i put my pride down to talk to you. i suppose this is it, the end.