read baobei's post and i kinda want to reflect upon myself.

sleeping sleeping sleeping. that's what i've been doing all the time these days. i even missed dinner for 3 nights consecutively not to mention not seeing my parents at all all because of sleeping. thing is, i sleep so much at home, i go school still want to sleep. but okay lah. not bad. at least i see a little bit of improvement of myself in school. im pretty determined to score better for block test 2 seeing how my teachers are getting disappointed with me and the lie i said to my parents that im confident i'll do well by A's. at least, i try to listen in lectures now and tutorials. math lect on probability is going on pretty well, tho im kind of a little lost but just a little. e field is going good because i read ahead of tutorial even though i didnt try it. i did chem QA mindmap and attempted the 2nd question of the chem paper before ms chua goes through them so i know what's going on. i tried econs tutorial the essay outline before the tutorial. :D:D:D pretty proud of myself for doing so much! ^^ i mean okay, that may not be alot to you, but it's a big step for me considering i dont do ANYTHING usually. im turning over a new leaf. heh. i want to be a purple leaf.

oh and after some discussion with fatcake and a series of persuasion from jas, i decided i shall name my daughter caihong (rainbow) instead of baiyun (white clouds). hahah. i only decided to drop baiyun because jas say baiyun is a fat person. lol. wanted my son to be baifeng but zhikai say, should name after him, jingkai, which i thought was not bad. hahah. wanted baiyang (sun) also, but everyone says it sounds like white sheep, which was pretty gay for a guy, so jingkai he shall be. i think my daqughter's name's gonna be soooo cute. hahah. caihong caihong!

felt pretty screwed actually these days because of... well, i shall not mention, since its a mess that i created myself. i really hope it'll all be over soon and people around me will really understanding about it. im sorry. ><