im really really sorry for doing what i did. not making a clear decision, or even not keeping my word. i know what i did was really being unfair to both parties. but i just want to assure you, i know what im doing. i know my priorities. and i want to tell you, it wasnt your fault that things end up like this. i made the decision myself and i never once regretted. my passion still lies where it lies. :) thanks for all that you have done for me, i mean all that worrying and concern. i understand where you are coming from.

all i got to say is that, it all came too late. but im not complaining. at least, it came.