no matter how much you tell yourself it doesnt matter, i have to admit, it sucks being the only one who cares. okay maybe im not the only one, but it gets tiring when im the one taking initiative all the time. i dont mean to complain but just wondering, are you in this with me? or am i just doing it alone? i dont want to lie to myself anymore.

but it never mind. i shall not go on.

btw baobei, its not you, its all of us. you just happen to be last da ji of the day. hahah. dont worry about it. love ya.