Hmm. 3.5 hours more to 2009. here i am to do some reflections for the soon to pass 2008.

learnt so much so much this year: people, studies, attitude... identified people who are going to last with me forever, seen false faces, tried the impossible, stretched my limits... its a year of pushing myself forward endlessly, feeling the lethargy and breathlessness, yet not daring to stop and acknowledge the presence of it. learnt to cope with disappointment after disappointment until you feel so cheapened by the number of times you've tried, yet not giving up because you know you wont be able to forgive yourself. a year of trying to be yourself, falling down and climbing up, falling down and climbing up.

nonetheless, i appreciate everything that i've been through for i believe, im put through all these, for a reason. im here to learn and to grow up. i learn to submit myself to the Lord, to put my trust in Him, for He has great plans for me.

2009, im going to try to be more disciplined, study hard and at the same time, i will not give up on my passion, no matter what happens. i feel like im trying to protect a thin thread of silk, soon to be broken anytime, something so fragile...
i pray with my everything, that i wont lose it. please.

Lord, I want to know you more;
follow you with all my heart and soul.
Lord, I want to know your voice.
Lead me in your way, everlasting.

Show me your ways,
teach me and guide me in your truth, my savior.
Confide in me, speak mysteries,
my heart is longing for your touch.
For only you can fill this need in me.

Lord, I want to know you more;
follow you with all my heart and soul.
Lord, I want to know your voice.
Lead me in your way, everlasting.

You go before me,
open doors that lead me to your faithfulness.
Whisper in me, so heavenly,
my heart is longing for your touch.
For only you can fill this need in me.

Age to age, everlasting to everlasting.
Generations will seek your face.