<3 | TEAM APOLLO |=|inspire events comm| says (1:49 AM):
quote frm mitch albom: life is a series of pulls back and forth. you want to do one thing but u are bound to do something else. something haunts u but u noe it shldn't. u take some things for granted though u shld never take anything for granted. a tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band and most of us live somewhere in the middle
<3 | TEAM APOLLO |=|inspire events comm| says (1:49 AM):
so which side wins? love. love always wins

sometimes i even wonder, why am i so in love with it. its like, the only thing that makes me excited and brings a smile to my face naturally. but somehow, i just dont excel in it, which i assume is a 90% probability that im not working hard enough.
lol. learnt so many things this year, sometimes, i just want to say, why cant i just sleep and stop learning. its so tiring. the more you learnt, the more you think. huihong is right, so is steph and baobei. somehow, today they really convinced me, the direction i should go. even if it means rejection, i'll just... face it. hahah. if not, next time have chance then try again lor. i never really thought about it. but today talked to rachel, and i realised, she understands the feeling of rejection also. :) you wont understand it until you've been through it, that you got rejected by your love. well, prayed about it. the answer i had was that Jesus planned carefully before He made me who i am. And i should work what He gave me to my best.