Stayed up with Jialing uber late yesterday to discuss VAN. Finally, like once in a million stayovers, we were productive and didnt end up sleeping when we were suppose to work. And once finally, Derlynn was angry with Jialing and stormed off to sleep. MUAHAHAHA. *Oops. Hee.

Ms Pang forgot to bring grade 7 cd today and so we did the Beauty and the Beast dance, completed the chereography. Hahah. It was pretty fun. The first time i did a stagework, group dance kind of thing. But until now, i still dont know what is it about. Lol. Encountered so many incidents that made me doubt my choice to put piano to a halt. Seeing the uber talented people in band, in class, hearing Vicky and Jialing asking me "why aim for only a pass?", it really makes me wonder, why. Hahah. I really hope i can learn to love music as much as i love to dance, and to think that, music is an aspect im confident of doing much better than dance. Successfully pulled myself away from the bubbletea shop today. Hahah. Though painful the attempts were, the sense of accomplishment that comes after the success is... WHoO! Reminds me of running and stretching my limits. In fact, it made me feel like, there's so much i can do but why aint i doing it right from the start, realising it only now? Same goes for everything else. I came to a sudden realisation that, i've only been putting my 50% into everything. Afraid of the failure if i put in my 100%, so that at the end, i'll be able to console myself, its alright, its just 50% of my efforts, that's why i get this kind of results. But the thing is, i have never tried a 100% to see what i can actually achieve. Hahah. Well, i better not start a long essay on self actualisation. I see something nice in life now. ^^