And i promise, i will pluck up my courage to do something i need to do all my life if i get to be promoted with 4 H2s.
Trip home was pretty sad. I mean, i took a look around and the bus was empty, the train was empty, all for me. All of a sudden you feel so alone and you wonder why.
Sometimes, I really felt like Im this irritating person in their live who just cant simply get a life and okay, live her own life. I mean, I rely on them so much, emotionally, sometimes physically, all the time financially. I call them, I bug them, I make them feel guilty, I put them at a lost of what to do. I play a emo friend role sometimes and make their lives difficult. They never complained, they cared for me, they worried for me. Saying all these, i don't intend to make them feel weird or do anything more for me. I just want to let them know, I appreciate their love for me and I thank them for always being there for me. And I just want them to know, they mean so much to me, so much more than they can ever imagine.
Went swimming with family today at this Sengkang recreational centre thing. Dad and Mom both took leave today. I never knew public pools can be this cool. You've got to check this out seriously.
They have this Indoor Pool,
Mega Awesome Slides,
A really nice and fun play pool,
and this is the usual normal big pool, just a nicer glam version.
I mean, okay, it's not all that great. But come on, when do you see public pools so fun-filled? Not to mention, there's this jacuzzi thing too. Had lots of fun there. Got to go back there again someday really soon. Hahah. And im going to bring along people next time i go.
Alright, went to watch House Bunny with Huihong at night. Hahahah. Typical American bimbo show. But that's the whole point of watching it, isn't it? Hahahah. I just have this thing for light stuff sometimes, laugh at stupid jokes, cry at the slightest sad moment. This is what i called relieve stress from the hectic lifestyle of a student. Heehee. Was caught by Wenxian again at Tampines mall.
"Why are you here?"
"Watching movie. You?"
"Same here. What movie you watching? Please don't tell me you're sitting in front of me or something."
"House Bunny."
"I zhong 4D already."
-.-
Lol. Anyway, Wenxian claims that he can recognise me immediately everytime, but i never seem to be able to see him. To tell you the truth, i forgot how he look like le. I mean, i don't have his super uber good memory. I saw him less than 5 times in my life. Lol. And that was 3 years ago.
And both Mini and Qunxiang reached there destinations safely! Thanks to Jesus once again. I've been praying so hard for them ever since they got on to their plane. Im not plane-phobic, but i just have this weird scared feeling when i see my close friends or relatives taking plane.
To Mini:
Really want to thank her for her hard work in taking care of me, taking care of the family so well. Now that i think about it, the way she handle our family is really great. I mean, she just blends in so well with everybody and I could tell that she was sincerely taking care of us. Whenever i sleep late at night, she'll know and she'll get me some nourishing stuff to eat. Whenever mom uses comp till late night, she'll worry for mom's health. She knows every single nitty gritty details of our preference and bad habits. Especially when it comes to taking care of meimei, i could really see that she treated meimei as her own daughter and loved her with all her heart.
I'll really miss her.
To Qunxiang:
He's this really kind guy i met at Eco. He's this one friend i felt who was arranged by God to meet me and that us knowing each other is more than just coincidence. Hahah. Seriously, there's simply too much coincidence. Coincidently, he's from Hwachong. Coincidently, he's from Apollo. Coincidently, he's from 7B senior class. Coincidently, he's from my pri school. Coindently, he lives almost opposite me. Let's hope coincidently, we'll be from the same uni lah. Hahahah. This guy's really great. I don't know him well, yet he's been giving me free tuitions and consultations to help me in my studies. During my all time low point during promos, along with Huihong, Jialing and Krystal, he's been giving me encouragements, calling me up in the middle of the night, making sure i study and not sleep, and helping me out with my PW. Sometimes i do wonder where he get all his kindness, compassion and patience from. Hahah. Whatever it is, I want to really thank him and tell him i appreciate all that he did for me. ^^ And of course, wish him all the best in Cambridge!
I'll miss you too!
Lastly, I want to thank all those who have been encouraging me and telling me to hold on during my promos. A big hug to you guys. You'll never know how much your encouragement means to me.
From clique and friends, Sophia, Huihong, Krystal , Jialing, Qunxiang
From 08S6Q, Bena, Yuli, Kaixin, Jialin, Kevin
And Cheryl Chai! Who just told me to think positively not stop thinking about retaining!
I was blog hopping when i came across this in Yuli's blog,
I think regret is the worst form of misery, just as delusion is the worst form of stupidity.