Just had ballet at Crestar Loyang. Rachel and Xinyi gave Ms Pang presents for Teachers' Day. Make me so guilty for forgetting. >< Ms Pang gave us a good talk on our future in dance and set us thinking about some stuff. She mentioned some of her girls doing their advance in uni and how hard is it for them to travel so much and spend so much of their time for dance. And i thought, i wont even be in advance when im in uni, i'll be doing grade 8 if we progress from where we are now. Wondering if i'll be able to cope. Hmm. Shall to Ms Pang about it some day.
Well, after lesson, somehow i have no idea why, i just started thinking about dance and stuff. I really want to thank God for giving me the opportunity to dance. This is the very first time, i felt that God led me to dance for a reason. I have always wondered, why God gave me such passion for dance when no matter how hard i try, i'll never be very very good in it. Today, i see why. He gave me dance, to teach me lots and lots things and to keep me alive, to help me find myself. I thank Him for blessing me with Ms Pang. I never ever thought i could dance well, but Ms Pang, being ever so compassionate and understanding, she sees the positive side of everyone and their limits and she always makes me feel appreciated. Even though im not the best in class, for every single little thing that i put my utmost effort in, she could see it, and she'll say things like, "Go peirong!" May not seem significant, but for someone like me, i have never ever thought i was good at anything, and here is Ms Pang, showing her trust and faith in me that i can do well, i can do better. As i thought, i couldn't help but tear silently in the bus. God blessed me with so much, i should really do more in my part to make good use of what i have. And i thought of what Grace once said before, that sometimes, God only lifts you up with you are really broken and helpless. That when you see this Father always by your side, never leaving you. And you start to be able to appreciate and be thankful for all that you have.
May all glory be to Jesus.
Ohyes. Happy Teachers' Day Ms Pang! (Though i don't think you'll get to see this. Hahah.)
Jialing: Yesterday was productive! Hahah. Im gonna delude myself that yesterday was productive! I seriously have no idea why was i so sleepy yesterday, i didn't even have ballet yesterday!
Sia: Waahh!! Why u so efficient ah. Lol. You pok! Never go back Cedar! :(
Belle: HELLO HELLO HELLO! Hahaha. okayokay. Let you win. Since someone's exam on coming Monday! JIAYOU JIAYOU KAY! Go dian the examiner! Hahahah.
Tiffy: I WANT GO TOO! >< Why we don't receive such treatment when we were in Cedar. Unfair lahhh! :'( Alumni can go not. Hee.
Amirah: Yoo!!! Ehh. See when asked whole section go out mug leh. (that's for tiffy too) Ohmy, Hwachong turned me into a mugger. :( Nahh. Studies is important. Tsktsk. Hee.
Krystal: Yoo baobei! <333