Hmm. Just read the blog post of someone really close.

I don't know if i contributed any of your unhappiness these days, but i just wanna say, i really love you dear, and i won't be angry with you anymore. I'll try my very best to understand you because i don't think i can stand losing you. I want things to revert to the way they are before, the way we can talk to each other and not care even if the sky falls down, the way the first thing you'll do is to call me up when you are upset. I know sometimes i overreact over small things, but i guess you'll understand it too. The more i trust you, the more expectation i have from you, and sometimes, the greater the disappointment. But after all those sessions of complaining and ranting, i find myself unable to let go of you afterall.

I'm not going to find anymore excuses for myself. Im going to say, im sorry, i really need you my dear friend.

Lord, i pray that i'll have my best friend back again, truly.